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Monday, August 13, 2012

I Got My Conscience Back?

Three months ago, my weight was 58kg.
And today.....


it's 70kg.
Yes, just like anyone would wander, how on earth I put on this weight?

Let alone the pizza, ice cream, biscuits and all the junks
Packaged with with immobile lifestyle.
That's how I got my weight back.
Though I vowed to lose weight continuously.

Frustrated enough, I found Amalina Peter.
Today, it has been a week since I'm using it.

Yesterday, I was 68.
But today? It goes back to 70.
And special thanks to the kerepek for making it a reality.

Trying to keep myself up, I went on bike.
Run.
And about to climb the stairs when...
I tripped.
And got a BIG bruised below my knee.

I cried and cried.
Though was not because of the pain,
but I was mad to myself.
WHY I let myself to this state again?

Am I able to lose it again?
Should I just stop eating?
Allah, please be my guidance and make me strong.